I worked for a company for three months and never got paid a penny. During those 3 months I used up my £2,000 savings. I trusted that I would be paid by the company so was fairly confident using my savings to get by. After going £100 into my overdraft I decided I had no option but to leave and sign on job seekrs allowance. I was immediately given £106 and £190 to pay my rent. Once my rent was paid I was left with £0.00 in my account and due to living expenses I HAD to withdraw £10 a week. This means I am now £20 into my overdraft. I had a bill that needs to be paid for utility and it was £100. If I could, I wud live in darkness in the freezing cold but I live with other people who have money and have the heating and lighting on all the time. This means I am now £100 into my overdraft but thankfully have used my £10 to buy food for the month. But I'll be 2 weeks before I get another £105 and that will bring me to £0.00 but I will be fined by the bank for cashing a cheque when not in credit and also for using my overdraft. I am eating homemade bread with cooked vegetables, cycling to look for work for upto 12 miles a day, drinking water as I can't afford milk or juice and washing my clothes with soap and by hand as can't afford washing powder. I have tried desperately for a job but have got nowhere and I cannot afford internet or to print off my cv so am now unable to look for work effectively except when I go to places and ask for an application form. I have never been in debt before and it is not my fault AT ALL. I have persued getting my money back but if I do manage to get it it will be a long time coming. I just don't see a way out of this. I long for a slice of meat or a glass of milk. I long to get on the bus and have a coffee. The life I am leaving is not worth living and I have no family or friends with the money to help me. I am seriously considering suicide as at the moment I am merely existing. Even if I spent NOTHING for 2 weeks I would STILL not be in credit. I simply cannot afford to live and I am not able to get a crisis loan as I would not be able to pay it back. I am not able to get a community grant as they said I am receiving jsa for my daily living expenses. Can anyone suggest anything? My nearest food bank is too far to cycle. I have an expensive laptop (mac pro) but it's my parents and so I'm not allowed to sell it. I was thinking of selling my bicycle but worry it will end up costing me money as I'll then reply on public transport and my mobile phone is only worth £50 at the local phone shop. I have no jewellary and my shoes and clothes value would not amount to much. The only thing I have of value is a missoni handbag given to me by an ex boyfriend and it's rrp is £1,300 but I was advised if I try to sell it people will not pay much for it as they will not know if it's real of fake. Please help. Does anyone know what I can do? I'm thinking of selling my laptop and face the wrath of my parents. Ed Fox I complained many times but was always told I would get the money and it was simply an administration error. I wanted the job so badly that I put up with it. Kitty when scamming in future please don't give yourself an English surname as your English is clearly broken.